I've got like this stack of postcards sitting somewhere in some drawer, those free Zocards kind which I started collecting when I was in primary school. It was those childish fad things that both my sister and I started, and I only kept adding to the collection only because I wanted to have cooler and nicer postcards than her.

And I've also got this small bag of about 300g of used bottle caps, which I got for free when I "bargained" with the drinks stall vendor at Thailand last year. I plan to make badges out of all of them and stick them on the front of my guitar bag and make it look like some tortoise shell. But I'm lazy and haven't really got that much free time.

And I've got about a hundred to two hundred of mechanical pencils in a box, which I kept after some environmental event about three or four years back when I was still in JC and in Green Link. I'm sort of waiting for some event or seminar or something equivalent, then I will give them out as freebies.

These are just some of the junk that I keep, which I don't have a use for them but I'm just waiting for the right day to give it out. Maybe this Christmas I'll pin a bottle cap badge to a postcard, and write the Christmas card with a mechanical pencils then clip it and give it as a card and gift.

Sigh. Things just never change or move forward from the way it should be. Sometimes I think the motivation to stir anything up are just inflated attempts to flog a dead horse. I don't know laa I don't really care also already. Fluffy lofty talk, but needs the hard crunch for it to really work.

Today's worship is ugghh hahaha not enough time! But I thank God for this whole month, for renewed perspectives in the way I worship. And the thing that really resonated was how I cannot keep from singing and praising in amazement. Pretty big in the manner you ought to be living.

Okay. I'm very sleepy and my throat is dry and sore. Timothy's fault.

I feel quite disappointed, because it's pretty evident that you don't have a single clue what I am concerned with. And at the very least, I thought it could have been something more sincere, rather than some trivial, non-committal remark. Never mind, it's a burden of a rock long since removed, and I don't feel like I have to be bogged down by this.

My idea of church is sort of like everything under one roof. I don't understand why the fellowship and discipleship and servitude should be divorced from one another. Just doesn't make sense to me if I have to go to another church on top of my home church to supplement my growing. Bible colleges and books and courses and online sermons are okay, but attending another church's service regularly is totally cannot laaa.

Yar I think passion and commitment is very important. It's all in or all out, you want to do something you strive for excellence. Why is it that I feel like it's very much a popularity contest sometimes? I want more than just fun and games and treating God as an answering machine.

I'm not good with remembering which keys are for what haha I just cannot recognise them. Big small old new silver gold they all look the same to me! So the one-for-all solution is to stand in front of the door/lock which I need to open and test all the keys one by one! That again is a problem because after a while, I forget which keys I've already tried.

Rachel asked me if I had the worship locker key, and I told her I don't have because it doesn't make sense why should it be included in the bunch. Later on Matthew pointed out that it might be that small key! But I haven't tried it yet. Then he opened the key press and woaahh suddenly I have a lot more accessible keys, and he open yet another room and another cupboard and waahhhh every key imaginable is there. HAHAHAHA.

Never mind, my theory is that it's more likely that I need a door to be opened by a key, rather than I need to know what this key opens. So the moral is that the door is more important than the key.

Fireproof the second time round made more sense to me than the first one! For some reason hahaha I keep thinking what I will do with my future marriage if my wife and I fight the whole time. Okaay I'm not a very quarrelsome person also but I think you cannot escape frustration and despair and hopelessness. Okay I don't care I just want to marry someone with curly hair. Somewhere after that we celebrated Eunice's birthday, played some blindfold game in the cry room, then I went town to get something, and to Cedric's house for movies and supper at Thomson.

And today is back to the unearthly 8.30am worship practice hahaha because that would normally mean that I might as well join my parents for breakfast at 7am. This negates my close proximity to corps because I can very well sleep till 8.15am and still be on time! But worship today was good good. I'm learning to focus more. Guitar with Celine and lunch with Yurong and Shermin and pretty much home after that.

I'm picking up Left 4 Dead too hahaha the stupid computer automated players follow me, but I don't even know where I need to go, so if I'm lost they also lost. I think I'm a very bad team-mate they keep having to heal me and I keep running out of ammo and I don't really bother saving them!

THE LITTLE PAPA .

little papa is a very patient , naggy , noisy papa of 2children .
1st child is called dudu , 2nd child is called nana .
dudu was born with a silver spoon in his spoon since he was young .
and of course he was spoilt .
somehow , nana was very content with everything in her life .

little papa was determined to change dudu's attitude and make nana more cheerful .
contented nana had to plant a little happy flower .
and one day , the flower bloomed and nana was so happy and laughed everyday .
{imagine♥}

dudu was made to help fertilise the soil which he began unhapilly .
but sooner and sooner , he became used .
he had to face the little face of cute flower and began to live life .
hahahahahah {☺}

moral of the story ; live life , love to laugh .

(I don't understand, but then it's Andrea so it's nice abstract mysterious cryptic.)

Aahhh so fun I just realised that ORD LOH feelings is really great hahahaha I go everywhere and I see many shaved bald heads because they just POP-ed and they are having block leave now and I'm soooo free and I'm totally slacking and doing so many weird funky things. Okaaay I shaldn't be a evil cannibal.

Yesterday was movies at AMK Hub with Janice Chai and Joylene and Jolene and Samantha and Celine. We watched Hotel For Dogs. And right after that was games at Bishan Park with the rest of church people! You must bring the bucket to the water source! And today morning was at Eunice's house with Charmel and Joelynn, and badminton with Janice Lim and new guitar class hahaha I'm Mr Yamaha and then youth service at night.

Joylene and Joelynn and Jolene are all different okay. And there are two Janices. Oh nooo the whole world has the same name!!!

I'm a social work volunteer for a day hahaha Eunice and I went down to Ang Mo Kio AWWA today. Auntie Julia is working there, and they needed help to wrap presents and do some organisational charts and some map, so we spent the whole afternoon doing all of that. Okay laa I thought I was going to interact with the old folks, but administrative work suits me just as fine, it all adds up in some way.

Eunice Lim is a nice girl. =)

I am bored at home I am slacking my bones out I have nothing committal attached to my name other than all my busy stuff on weekends I lined out my entire week with trivial outings so in a sense I am very occupied because I am mostly out the entire day.

Yesterday was NYP with Dezmand and Cheryl! Tagged along for fun while they went to settle their application stuff. And subsequently got lost on the expressway after Cheryl was home and stopped at Thomson Plaza and Mark's house to pick up guitar and corps to go to Tim's house, and went to J8 with Matt and Tim.

Today's cleaning up the corps office with Tim! And the nice Bible Study Fellowship ladies helped us to vacumm the office and clean the dusty shelves. Lunch with Tim and Captains Lim and Adriel and Matt at Ang Mo Kio, then went up to Tim's house again, down for guitar with Samantha, then up again, then went to J8 to meet Jolene! We're on an aim to "pastoral visit" everyone in the cell group, so we went to Jerrold's house then Janice's. Quite a nice idea haha for the interaction with the parents and visiting their rooms and old photos and dinner and Wii!

Okie. Tomorrow's another slacking day and an opportunity to do weird things.

The weekend was mental overdrive because there were a lot of explosions in my brain and I spent three-quarters of it being distracted! Friday Sunday worship leading just about filled my plate with many many food for thought, and I'm trying to see that this is a good thing because it forces me to put things into perspective. I realised I've been trusting a lot lately, either because I'm too tired to take notice or I'm just letting it go or I let others find their best expressions for worship. And it helps me to focus on my own worship, which is ace.

Went out and spent a lot of money too. No more income and I've still got a child to feed (hahahahaha) so I should really watch my spending! Unless I go find a job soon, but I want to laze around a few more days. Was at IT Show with Dezmand and I was very tempted to spend on external HDD but I don't need it also. Got other accessories instead, like cheap earphones for my mum with independent volume control! Went to YJC funfair too, with Jerrold Eunice Andrea Joelynn but Andrea Joelynn abandoned us. Went Changi beach with Jolene Joelynn Eunice Charmel Celine today for ball games frisbee play with sand.

The highlight of it all is getting back my pink IC and I'm done with my 2-year army! Reservist is a separate issue laa. But I'm happy all the same!!!

How arh. I'm up down up down up down and I'm very afraid it will just stay down and not go up again. I keep praying and trusting and trying to find joy in everything I do. But me is only me if it's not everybody, or if it's not Christ.

ORD LOH

The recent thoughts on stewardship and giving has been on my mind lately, and it didn't really abate because pastor spoke about it on Sunday. I think it's especially important for a time such as now, since the financial economy is terrible and money is a touchy topic. I'm not sure, I think generally I don't really care about my money? My bank accounts and statements are pretty much neglected. Hahaha I'm not the kind of person to detail how much I'm spending every month, but that's not to say I'm a spendthrift too, because I would feel bad if I'm spending too much.

But that's beside the point. It's more about giving and tithing that I'm concerned with. I'm quite troubled by the fact that most of my giving doesn't really go to my home church! Yeah I've got an adopted child under World Vision Bangladesh, and I sort of view that as my monthly giving. Well haha except for the fact that the money doesn't reach Salvation Army Singapore in any way. Whatever that reaches them comes from offerings, which I think what I give is almost negligible!

I don't know I feel quite "traitorous" in a sense, because I really think church has provided me a lot of opportunities to grow and serve. And the Hong Kong trip which was like WAAAHHH! For the expenses and the experience and everything. It makes sense for me to be giving more to church right. I want to give more on top of my pledged money to Priya, but I'm a bit not willing because I'm already giving, hahaha you get what I mean.

And I'm trying to be generous like Matthew hahaha sometimes the way he spends his money, I would think he's sitting on a goldmine. He willingly pays for meals for everyone, or drinks, or some funky new guitar pedal for someone, blah blah. Okay I understand his rationale, it's sort of like how I wouldn't really mind spending money for my cell group if I go out with them, cos I've got more income than they would have and I'm older and in the end it's just trying to spread the blessings. I will understand too if someone tells me they're more willing to spend for other people than for themselves!

Sighh. Anyway I'm trying to justify it on my own part that whatever money and whatever amount I give, I try to disassociate it from the organisations or people that I give to. That means when I give, it doesn't go to the church, it doesn't go to paying utility bills, it doesn't go to Priya and her family, but it all goes to God. In another sense it goes back to Him too. And I'm trying to not think so much about what will happen to the money that I give. People will definitely feel cheated if they know the money they give is misused for some corrupt practice. While I think accountability and transparency is important, eventually I don't use this fear of abuse as a reason not to give. That's beyond my control and the people in charge of the treasury will be answerable to God, not me.

I remember a long long time back, Khairul accused me of donating to schoolgirls volunteering on flag days only because they are cute or pretty! Not true okay I do find out what I'm giving my money for. Hahahaha. And I'm only posting this blog entry because I got a letter from Priya! Hahaha it's kinda cool to be holding a letter from Bangladesh and written in curly characters that I don't understand. I shall go learn one day. Which is UURGH because I want to continue learning Japanese and Malay and Italian and Cantonese. I should include Chinese too. Some day.

Something which I forgot to thank God for, amidst my frenzied emotions on Sunday night. I thought Gracehaven worship was very moving, and everything went well although it all sounded very loud to me. And to extend it in that vein, worship that morning during service was great too. I don't know laaa each time I'm on stage singing I'm trying to find God, and letting it dissolve into something that glorifies and magnifies Him. But yesh I was inspired and motivated and encouraged and it was an awesome experience.

I also want to 爱人爱神.

Look at the list and:
Bold what you've read
Italicise what you're going to read
Underline what you love


The Lord of the Rings by J. R. R. Tolkien
Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen
His Dark Materials by Philip Pullman
The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire by J. K. Rowling
To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee
Winnie-the-Pooh by A. A. Milne
Nineteen Eighty-Four by George Orwell
The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe by C. S. Lewis
Jane Eyre by Charlotte Brontë
Catch-22 by Joseph Heller
Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë
Birdsong by Sebastian Faulks
Rebecca by Daphne du Maurier
The Catcher in the Rye by J. D. Salinger
The Wind in the Willows by Kenneth Grahame
Great Expectations by Charles Dickens
Little Women by Louisa May Alcott
Captain Corelli's Mandolin by Louis de Bernières
War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy
Gone with the Wind by Margaret Mitchell
Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone by J. K. Rowling
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets by J. K. Rowling
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban by J. K. Rowling
The Hobbit by J. R. R. Tolkien
Tess of the d'Urbervilles by Thomas Hardy
Middlemarch by George Eliot
A Prayer for Owen Meany by John Irving
The Grapes of Wrath by John Steinbeck
Alice's Adventures in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll
The Story of Tracy Beaker by Jacqueline Wilson
One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel García Márquez
The Pillars of the Earth by Ken Follett
David Copperfield by Charles Dickens
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory by Roald Dahl
Treasure Island by Robert Louis Stevenson
A Town Like Alice by Nevil Shute
Persuasion by Jane Austen
Dune by Frank Herbert
Emma by Jane Austen
Anne of Green Gables by Lucy Maud Montgomery
Watership Down by Richard Adams
The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald
The Count of Monte Cristo by Alexandre Dumas
Brideshead Revisited by Evelyn Waugh
Animal Farm by George Orwell
A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens
Far from the Madding Crowd by Thomas Hardy
Goodnight Mister Tom by Michelle Magorian
The Shell Seekers by Rosamunde Pilcher
The Secret Garden by Frances Hodgson Burnett
Of Mice and Men by John Steinbeck
The Stand by Stephen King
Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy
A Suitable Boy by Vikram Seth
The BFG by Roald Dahl
Swallows and Amazons by Arthur Ransome
Black Beauty by Anna Sewell
Artemis Fowl by Eoin Colfer
Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky
Noughts & Crosses by Malorie Blackman
Memoirs of a Geisha by Arthur Golden
A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens
The Thorn Birds by Colleen McCullough
Mort by Terry Pratchett
The Magic Faraway Tree by Enid Blyton
The Magus by John Fowles
Good Omens by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett
Guards! Guards! by Terry Pratchett
Lord of the Flies by William Golding
Perfume by Patrick Süskind
The Ragged Trousered Philanthropists by Robert Tressell
Night Watch by Terry Pratchett
Matilda by Roald Dahl
Bridget Jones's Diary by Helen Fielding
The Secret History by Donna Tartt
The Woman in White by Wilkie Collins
Ulysses by James Joyce
Bleak House by Charles Dickens
Double Act by Jacqueline Wilson
The Twits by Roald Dahl
I Capture the Castle by Dodie Smith
Holes by Louis Sachar
Gormenghast by Mervyn Peake
The God of Small Things by Arundhati Roy
Vicky Angel by Jacqueline Wilson
Brave New World by Aldous Huxley
Cold Comfort Farm by Stella Gibbons
Magician by Raymond E. Feist
On the Road by Jack Kerouac
The Godfather by Mario Puzo
The Clan of the Cave Bear by Jean M. Auel
The Colour of Magic by Terry Pratchett
The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho
Katherine by Anya Seton
Kane and Abel by Jeffrey Archer
Love in the Time of Cholera by Gabriel García Márquez
Girls in Love by Jacqueline Wilson
The Princess Diaries by Meg Cabot
Midnight's Children by Salman Rushdie
Three Men in a Boat by Jerome K. Jerome
Small Gods by Terry Pratchett
The Beach by Alex Garland
Dracula by Bram Stoker
Point Blanc by Anthony Horowitz
The Pickwick Papers by Charles Dickens
Stormbreaker by Anthony Horowitz
The Wasp Factory by Iain Banks
The Day of the Jackal by Frederick Forsyth
The Illustrated Mum by Jacqueline Wilson
Jude the Obscure by Thomas Hardy
The Secret Diary of Adrian Mole, Aged 13¾ by Sue Townsend
The Cruel Sea by Nicholas Monsarrat
Les Misérables by Victor Hugo
The Mayor of Casterbridge by Thomas Hardy
The Dare Game by Jacqueline Wilson
Bad Girls by Jacqueline Wilson
The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde
Shōgun by James Clavell
The Day of the Triffids by John Wyndham
Lola Rose by Jacqueline Wilson
Vanity Fair by William Makepeace Thackeray
The Forsyte Saga by John Galsworthy
House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielewski
The Poisonwood Bible by Barbara Kingsolver
Reaper Man by Terry Pratchett
Angus, Thongs, and Full-Frontal Snogging by Louise Rennison
The Hound of the Baskervilles by Arthur Conan Doyle
Possession: A Romance by A. S. Byatt
The Master and Margarita by Mikhail Bulgakov
The Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Atwood
Danny, the Champion of the World by Roald Dahl
East of Eden by John Steinbeck
George's Marvellous Medicine by Roald Dahl
Wyrd Sisters by Terry Pratchett
The Color Purple by Alice Walker
Hogfather by Terry Pratchett
The Thirty-nine Steps by John Buchan
Girls in Tears by Jacqueline Wilson
Sleepovers by Jacqueline Wilson
All Quiet on the Western Front by Erich Maria Remarque
Behind the Scenes at the Museum by Kate Atkinson
High Fidelity by Nick Hornby
It by Stephen King
James and the Giant Peach by Roald Dahl
The Green Mile by Stephen King
Papillon by Henri Charrière
Men at Arms by Terry Pratchett
Master and Commander by Patrick O'Brian
Skeleton Key by Anthony Horowitz
Soul Music by Terry Pratchett
Thief of Time by Terry Pratchett
The Fifth Elephant by Terry Pratchett
Atonement by Ian McEwan
Secrets by Jacqueline Wilson
The Silver Sword by Ian Serraillier
One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest by Ken Kesey
Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad
Kim by Rudyard Kipling
Cross Stitch by Diana Gabaldon
Moby-Dick by Herman Melville
River God by Wilbur Smith
Sunset Song by Lewis Grassic Gibbon
The Shipping News by E. Annie Proulx
The World According to Garp by John Irving
Lorna Doone by R. D. Blackmore
Girls Out Late by Jacqueline Wilson
The Far Pavilions by M. M. Kaye
The Witches by Roald Dahl
Charlotte's Web by E. B. White
Frankenstein by Mary Shelley
They Used to Play on Grass by Terry Venables and Gordon Williams
The Old Man and the Sea by Ernest Hemingway
The Name of the Rose by Umberto Eco
Sophie's World by Jostein Gaarder
Dustbin Baby by Jacqueline Wilson
Fantastic Mr. Fox by Roald Dahl
Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov
Jonathan Livingston Seagull by Richard Bach
The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
The Suitcase Kid by Jacqueline Wilson
Oliver Twist by Charles Dickens
The Power of One by Bryce Courtenay
Silas Marner by George Eliot
American Psycho by Bret Easton Ellis
Diary of a Nobody by George and Weedon Grossmith
Trainspotting by Irvine Welsh
Goosebumps by R. L. Stine
Heidi by Johanna Spyri
Sons and Lovers by D. H. Lawrence
The Unbearable Lightness of Being by Milan Kundera
Man and Boy by Tony Parsons
The Truth by Terry Pratchett
The War of the Worlds by H. G. Wells
The Horse Whisperer by Nicholas Evans
A Fine Balance by Rohinton Mistry
Witches Abroad by Terry Pratchett
The Once and Future King by T. H. White
The Very Hungry Caterpillar by Eric Carle
Flowers in the Attic by V. C. Andrews



Oh my gosh 27 books read from the list of 200, and the bulk that forms it are kiddy books that I read when I was in primary school by Dahl and Rowling and Blyton! And to think I still want to go university and study literature. These aren't classics, but at least it's a measure of how much of the popular and favourite texts that people are reading and I haven't been doing so.

I'm very encouraged by some of my friends who involve God in a very integral aspect their lives, and they have a genuine passion to want to be Christ-like. It's a huge testament to see how God is continuously working and transforming someone, because the way they live their lives are so evident of where they put their faith in and it oozes out like honey. And I seriously don't see why all of us cannot be like them. It does take a certain discipline and commitment to be on this journey, but shouldn't that be the sacrifice we need to make if we really want to believe?

I cannot see myself serving and committing in church if I don't think that God is real in my life. I cannot even imagine why I would want to continue coming church in the first place, if I'm not going to be seeking God and putting Him first in everything. Like, what is the point? Unless you're going church because you just want to meet up with your friends or because it's fun, or for whatever reasons. At which I think the reasons are totally warped and screwed.

I think it's not about the best sermons or best music or the best leaders or best church. You will still need to seek God first, and we cannot escape that. But I do have a very big grouse on attitude and commitment and discipline. I think God is magnificent, and there's no way I can manipulate Him into the god I want Him to be. So it depends on what I offer back to Him, and there's no way it's going to be honourable if my attitude stinks and I don't want to commit and I'm not disciplined.

I want out, and I continue doing things I need to do. Being sanctimonious again la.

Today was busy, and tomorrow will be busier! My day today started at 11am and ended at 10pm, and consisted of fully back-to-back activities listed like this: Gracehaven worship prac, worship leaders' meeting, Fireproof movie sharing, Sunday worship prac, Dezmand's party. Tomorrow will start at 9.40am and end at possibly 10pm or 11pm or later and it also consists of back-to-back activities as such: Sunday worship prac, service, leaders' meeting, Gracehaven! Cannot laaa every weekend is a battle.

My phone bills are probably going to explode sky-high this month if I don't curb my messagings! Please try and call me as much as possible I don't care if you call just to disturb me hahaha I have free incoming anyway. And if I don't reply your messages that means I'm either lazy to type (because my current phone is not very messaging-friendly) or because I'm trying to limit what my dad pays for my phone bills.

I'm very free toooooo hahaha ask me out!

If February was a worship leading break, then March is returning back to the crazy schedules and everything that I haven't been doing for the past month! Actually it has already started hahaha I sang on stage last Sunday. But I'm pretty sure that worship leading isn't my primary gift for service and for ministry, so why is it that it's taking up quite a lot of my time spent in church!

And it's back to listening to songs over and over again, or trying to fiddle with arrangements with help from the guitar. Haha that's why sometimes I think whatever portable music player I buy, iPod or not, I think they'll all be wasted on me! Say if this Sunday I'm singing this song, I'll typically tend to put it on repeat mode two weeks in advance and listen to that song only. And thus it doesn't matter if I get a two week break in between worship leadings, because it'll still be stuck on one song or playlist, except that it's a different one!

I don't like to do chordsheets. Need to edit lyrics and check the chords and change the keys. I should hire a secretary for this! Such a time waster.

I'm kinda very distracted lately, largely because this weekend seems likely to be another busy and packed one. Cannot sit still cannot stop thinking about things cannot focus cannot sleep peacefully. Ehh okay it's worship at Gracehaven on Sunday, and I think I'm more than prepared for it, but I'm still feeling nervous about it.

On the other hand, I've been mightily encouraged by a few things. It's stuff like these that makes all the setbacks and discouragements seem worthwhile.

Today was my last working day in army. My cupboard is emptied and my bedsheets are all returned! All that's left is going back next Friday to collect back my pink IC! Went to Desmond's house today to play Rock Band hahahaha it was fun but I'm terrible on the bass and guitar and drums. Only can sing!

I think I'm biting off more than I can chew. I'm trying too hard to be when I don't really have to! Sometimes I'm seeking for people's approval instead of God's, and this can creep in so insidiously that I don't notice it until it's too late. A lot of times I discovered that it's really about my pride issues. I need to stifle my overweening ego and I need to have more faith and I need to be more eager and I need to be more patient!!

Today's a busy busy tiring day. Entirely back-to-back activities and meetings and practices from 9am to 5pm! Aiyoo I didn't even have time to go toilet or drink water. I tried my best to split myself into two so that I can be at two places at once, but cannot cannot cannot! It's a skill that needs to be cultivated I shall keep trying until one day you see me splitting like binary fission and there will be two then four then eight then sixteen Guan You clones everywhere. And then everyone will get my undivided attention and I don't have to neglect anyone.

Combined kids church worship was an eye opener. I thought I had the most hyperactive cell group hahaha now I think that the Sunday School teachers has to be the most patient people around. But why don't they sit in with all the children huh? Then I sang very horribly during worship today. Alicia was at bridge and I'm still warbling away at the chorus, and this happened like two or three times! Haiya I don't know what I want to sing la I wasn't at practice yesterday also. And after all the church stuff, rushed down to Plaza Sing at 4pm with Jerrold to go meet Andrea and Eunice and Joelynn and Hongyu and Charmel. The movie was Pink Panther hahaha, I was very tired too I think I was stoning through the whole show.

Okay it's time to sleep.